Memento
the green leaf
has turned off white,
dry, pale
rainbow of reminiscences
somehow faded with time,
uncared for
retention needed nurturing interface
not a failed telepathy.
memento of moments
relishing of history
neglected feelings
the searches of solitary midnights
and the soliloquy en route
indifferent fantasies
you see,
the confluence of the blame and guilt
is not the question
tiding over with a ferry of understanding
is
who knows
the leaf can turn lively, green
with little love and care
Kamakhya
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when a midnight's thought
evaporates before the first ray of sun
the failed resolutions
wait for the dusk to germinate again,
only to go astray..
the process of refurbishing the self,
does not move beyond a prologue of half-heartedness,
seeing and finding the loved ones
in the faces of unknown people
in the journey of life,
being a small good samaritan of love and compassion,
for them,
takes lives closer to the sanctum
or the repository of peace.
the cacophonies of life,
now left little behind!
Kamakhya
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the decisions
already taken,
to return a smile
or not
to talk a little more
or not
to show the empathy or not
to make feel the love or not
to be 'the you' or not,
predetermined exhibitions
dictated by the pride
of anything,something,wrong thing
or the inhibitions
for the fear of loosing the worth,
overvaluing the net worth!
heart made of quartz
or potholes in heart
the layers of ego fear complexity,
even goodness, all in the subconscious,
having turned into a knot
by this time now
the agents to unfasten,
the insight and the perseverance,
inhabiting
in the lumber room of ignorance
if ego can go to the mortuary
if pride can go for a walk
the freesia of humility and love
can walk into the lives!
Kamakhya
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after the long nattering
your abrupt silence
made me evaluate
where i had gone wrong
where is the scope for amendment
on my part
questioning the answers
and answering the questions
i confronted on my way
the fear of loss
and hope for a happy comeback
engaging me all through out
making me looking out for
the locksmith of hope
to unlock the deadlock
i told my heart
to stay cool
to persevere
it is nothing more than
an obscure patch
may be a swing of mood
don't know why
this time
the normalcy did not return
the silence taking longer
to get dismantled
longer enough to reinstate
the original comeback!
leaving behind
the memento of that long silence
with me
for ever
Kamakhya
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