she wondered why everything is so burdensome so mortifying has she become a nondescript over the days,she does not know! a sense of paranoia why encroaching her body and heart a shiver she really hates why the glitter and glitz of gathering, the presence of known people,old friends making her feel restless or worthless a feeling of loneliness rather than aloneness! the masked people around fueled by ego scouting for materialistic richness in everything to modulate their quantum or texture of warmth! peerless they? snobbish they? or ignorant they! for not yet having moved from emotional quotient to spiritual quotient! she whispered.. why can't I change or why can't they change who will get them to the peephole of wholeness and truth to see the divinity and love all around!