Something missing
Somewhere,
amidst the deafening buzz
and euphoria.
The whisper whistling despair
and remorse,
still sneaking in.
Someone behind the drapery,
shouting at me
the black shadow of conscience,
dissecting my thoughts threadbare,
cursing the polluted chambers of heart,
deep inside
at the epicentre of my karma(actions).
Guilt and repentance
Just entered my room,
to talk to me,
recriminating all the way
in the wintry night,
a quandary in the misty festivities,
ephemeral glitz outside
and the snowflakes around.
Why I did not keep a track,
I wonder
how the rising resolutions of quiet midnights to transcend,
had fallen paralysed in the new mornings,
strangulating the goodness or godliness with a rope of lust or matter.
Unbelievable.
The smiling light with embracing hands still calling me near,
lovingly,
to forgive,love me
asking me to replicate
the same for others.
Merry Christmas!
Kamakhya
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Merry Christmas to you too from the Scottish Highlands!
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Thank you Xenia , Merry Christmas & blessed times to all of You. Namaste π
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Thank you kindly dear Kamakhya, Namaste π
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Aw So Heartfelt.
Merry Christmas to you too. π
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Thank you so very much , Merry Christmas & Blessed times! Namaste π
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Thank you π And the same to you too π
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Merry Christmas
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Merry Christmas Bella ,to all of You there ππ
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