Guilt

why could't i feel it then!
the depth of your love
stupid ME
you played an impostor
trying to say me
how little i meant to you
putting you in the kiln
allowing the mildew of our love
to be sticky
a deliberate impersonation
to see me happy
to make me 'go'
with tears in your heart
a limbo in your eyes 
while i went ahead
you still stood there
riding the monoplane
leaving behind
the perpetual guilt this side